Happy Belated Birthday to me...

THE BIGGEST CARD EVER HAVE...

MY LOVELY CACTUS...IT LOOKS
BEAUTIFUL BUT IT HURTS

MY LITTLE MR.RHINO..
IT DOES LOOK STRONG BUT....
IT IS TAME...LOOK AT HIS BIG EYES..






I was born on the 5 january 1988....
Today i am 21 years and 4 days old...hurmmm

wat?!! mak ayah..ur daughter is old enuff.....meaning that u r old too mom and dad..hehehe

everywhere i've been i always be the oldest in my group or ma batch...huhuuhuu

but still my face doesnt look like im the oldest..glad for that..maybe bcoz i am petite..

Before i get mumbling too much and got lost..i would like to thank to all ma beloved friends who always be nice to me..who will be there when i ask their favor(share every moment we had)...that wat frens means ya...?

Hurmmm..wanna know wat i got this year for buffday?

Ok..i love all of them but i was so touched with one of this card...the biggest card i ever have..it was made by ma rummate..she got it prepared very delicate and seems it needs alot of patience....that was so touchy..thank you and i love it very much...

Isma and zap gave me a very thorny(hihihi) cactus....i know where they got this little beautiful cactus...kedai tepi jalan tu kan?kat bus stop..i knew it...

for me the cactus represent obstacles and challenges...life is like a wheel..sumtime u up and sumtime u down...all u need to do wherever and whatever situation u are in,we need to go back to our Lord..Allah..He put me a cactus(obstacles) along my path,it doesnt mean He wants to freak me out or burden me but He wants me to learn how to get over it...He wants to test my faith in Him..(that wat we call as hikmah rite?)..same goes to my daily life...i have to face 30 minutes traffic congestion to metro everyday to class..which supposed to take only 5 minutes..!! at first,i keep blaming the destiny and wat God has made for me..but then,i feel sumting that He wants me to figure out behind all these mess...maybe He wants me to keep up ma zikir(praise) to Him..maybe before this i did so little zikir...i can read mathurah or Al-Quran in the bus on the way to class...it is for me and myself...not for Him..He does not lose anything if i refuse to do so rite?

Thanks god!!

Hurmm...Fida and Fein gave me a RHINO..!!! huhuuu..im not kidding..yeah..it is a rhino..small tiny little mr. rhino...rhino show me strenght in it..i need to be braver becoz im a big little girl has become...maybe i need to find my mr.rite as strong as mr.rhino..owh..what am i talking about....?!rubbish..(hehhehehe)...

Saadah gave me a litttle mr.(?) i dont know wat it is called...but i want to name it Vilin..i copied it from ma ID doctor's name(VILIN VILINEVICH) it sounds cute..;)..Isn't it?...it is so chubby like me..heheeh..love it..so cute..!!

Tya got me a bowl..wats that means anyway...maybe it encourage me alittle bit to eat..hahahha..

thanks for all of u guys...Btw,i eat alot...

This is wat isma gave me(she cried when she gave me this letter)...owh..she is so sappy...a piece of meaningful words that i'd like to share with all...

"Bacalah kitabmu,cukuplah dirimu sendiri pada hari ini sebagai penghitung atas dirimu"

I really do appreciate for what u guys did to me but all i need is the sincerity in our friendship...

Wassalam.....